ENCHANTED

"Everything happens for a reason."

It's been my favorite line for ages. Yes, there must a reason behind everything that happened in our life. No matter how hard it is, remember that there must be something good behind every conditions. I've been talking about the same thing recently, right? There are also some reasons, which I don't know how to tell. Hard time probably. I had some problems with no clue at all. I had been thinking for a long time but until now I still have no idea if I did something wrong or what. But finally I realized that there's only one way out. To accept is the only key. Accept that now everything isn't more than a beautiful memories. Accept that some people aren't meant to be together. Accept that you both are walking on different path. Accept that people might not love you the way you love them.

You can erase people from your life but memories still there. People come and go but their footsteps stay still. I'm not trying to forget the memories, cause I know it's useless. Even if I can, I wouldn't. Some people made me happy once. They were involved in God's way to create who I am. Experience is the best teacher.  And here I am, very happy, standing with a very neutral heart. I have reached the step which I feel nothing. I'm just trying to be what I used to be before. Every girl is precious. You just need the right eyes which would see you lovingly and feel lucky to have you every time he looks at you. Enchanted.

It has been a tough months. I received my mid term report last Saturday and it was pretty good. I'm going to work harder for my next report. It means may be I can't write new post so often for these 2 months. I want my parents to be proud of me. And I know God wouldn't let me down. I'm gonna win this game. Have a nice day :)

COTTONCANDY outer - cotton on tank top- colorbox shorts - tory burch shoes - forever21 necklace - gc watch - dorothy perkins bangle

The best escargot I've ever tasted!

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22

First, I'd like to say 

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY DEAR SISTER

 FEBRINA UTAMI PUTRI

Well, it was a nightmare last week. I was soooo busy. School took all of my time and mind. I didn't even know what to write on my previous post. Apparently I'm physically and mentally tired. Remember the last time I wrote about my "unfinished business"? It's still an unfinished business until now and may be it'll always be. So, let it be. Still, I don't know how to response. I've tried, and what I got was a big question mark. Clueless. May be it wasn't the right time. At least it's a part of my story and I don't regret it. Short but meaningful.And I choose not to rush everything, just let it flow, follow my destiny. 

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Hotspring

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DYNASTY

Well, sometimes I wish time machine exist. But life will be boring if you can fix every mistakes. You won't grew up and learn from your mistakes. I made some mistakes, wrong steps. Until now, I still don't know how to fix them. Time flies so fast, too fast I think. Somehow, I miss the old time. I can do nothing and just hope for the best. That's life. Sometimes you're on the top but it won't be too long. We don't know what would happen next, right? But I know, It's not just a fling. This is just another random thoughts of mine. Not in the mood of writing anything. Have a great day!

shirt from bangkok - stradivarius sweater - unbranded latex legging - converse sneakers - h&m binny hat - local store coat - local store gloves

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MAPPLE

So holiday is finally over *sigh*. Really, I'm not ready to face another tiring months. It's been 2 weeks since school starts and I'm physically and mentally tired already. I have been working on some unfinished school stuff everyday. And luckily I'm having a holiday today, thanks to the flood in front of my school *yayy*. It's going to be a very productive day, I think. At least I can finish my works today. 

I'm not the type of person who likes to write a diary. But when I have a problem, sometimes I write my feelings on a piece of paper. It can be quote or story , depends on my mood. I'm confident, but everyone must have at least one case that they can't be confident about it. And this is it. I'm feeling weird these days. Something has changed and I don't know what is the real problem. It confused me a lot. May be I did something wrong which I didn't realized. When there are many things I need to think about, they just confused me. Sometimes my mind keeps thinking to do something but what I do is the inverse. It also happens when I'm in a bad mood. May be you don't understand why I'm writing this. It's just a part of my incomplete story. I have lost my courage to talk about it. I'm not so good on expressing my feeling on words. I'm sorry to confused you.

Some words aren't said not because you don't want to, but you don't know how.

These are some pictures taken on my trip to Taiwan. I'll write  about it later. Have a great day :)

picnic top - stradivarius jacket - romeo&juliet skirt - unbranded tights - picnic loafers - longchamp bag - h&m binny hat

Queen's head rock. It was raining that day

with my aunt. Guess how old is she!

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A NEW BEGINNING

First of all, I want to say:

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2013

It's a bit late but I just wanna wish you a Happy New Year! I've just came back from my trip to Taiwan yesterday and I'm so not ready for school. Tomorrow I'm going to start a new semester and it's freaking me out! People say life begins at 25, but for me my life begins tomorrow. I need to catch up some past lessons which I don't really understand. Because this semester's report determines my future. Am I going to enter HKU or not. Life is a choice. And I choose to be tough and keep chasing my dream. I won't give up. How about you? I hope we'll all have a bright future. Have a nice day!

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WINE

I was wondering how hard it is to be a mother. How hard it is to manage your time for business, family, friends, and for yourself. My mom is my inspiration. Both of my parents are. My mom wakes up at 4 a.m everyday just to prepare our breakfast and lunchbox. She hardly ever has time for herself. Even on weekends, her wakes up early to prepare my dad's breakfast. My dad too. He wakes up at 5 a.m everyday to do some physical exercise, then he has to take me to school, and driving to his office for more than 1 hour. He gets home at 8 p.m because of the traffic. And sometimes he still teach me some lessons I don't understand at night. They're just amazing. I can't imagine my life without them. They've raised me to be a good girl, finely educated, and have good attitude. They've been so patient with their daughters even when we hurt their feelings. I love you mom and dad! You'd better love your parents no matter how strict they are. No parents want their kids to be less successful than they are. It's like a glass of wine. It tastes bitter on your tongue, but it's good for your health. Have a nice day people!

H&M top - forever21 skirt - michael kors shoes - charles&keith belt - COTTONCANDY clutch - dorothy perkins necklace - random bangles and rings - daddy's watch

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