ENCHANTED

"Everything happens for a reason."

It's been my favorite line for ages. Yes, there must a reason behind everything that happened in our life. No matter how hard it is, remember that there must be something good behind every conditions. I've been talking about the same thing recently, right? There are also some reasons, which I don't know how to tell. Hard time probably. I had some problems with no clue at all. I had been thinking for a long time but until now I still have no idea if I did something wrong or what. But finally I realized that there's only one way out. To accept is the only key. Accept that now everything isn't more than a beautiful memories. Accept that some people aren't meant to be together. Accept that you both are walking on different path. Accept that people might not love you the way you love them.

You can erase people from your life but memories still there. People come and go but their footsteps stay still. I'm not trying to forget the memories, cause I know it's useless. Even if I can, I wouldn't. Some people made me happy once. They were involved in God's way to create who I am. Experience is the best teacher.  And here I am, very happy, standing with a very neutral heart. I have reached the step which I feel nothing. I'm just trying to be what I used to be before. Every girl is precious. You just need the right eyes which would see you lovingly and feel lucky to have you every time he looks at you. Enchanted.

It has been a tough months. I received my mid term report last Saturday and it was pretty good. I'm going to work harder for my next report. It means may be I can't write new post so often for these 2 months. I want my parents to be proud of me. And I know God wouldn't let me down. I'm gonna win this game. Have a nice day :)

COTTONCANDY outer - cotton on tank top- colorbox shorts - tory burch shoes - forever21 necklace - gc watch - dorothy perkins bangle

The best escargot I've ever tasted!

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MAPPLE

So holiday is finally over *sigh*. Really, I'm not ready to face another tiring months. It's been 2 weeks since school starts and I'm physically and mentally tired already. I have been working on some unfinished school stuff everyday. And luckily I'm having a holiday today, thanks to the flood in front of my school *yayy*. It's going to be a very productive day, I think. At least I can finish my works today. 

I'm not the type of person who likes to write a diary. But when I have a problem, sometimes I write my feelings on a piece of paper. It can be quote or story , depends on my mood. I'm confident, but everyone must have at least one case that they can't be confident about it. And this is it. I'm feeling weird these days. Something has changed and I don't know what is the real problem. It confused me a lot. May be I did something wrong which I didn't realized. When there are many things I need to think about, they just confused me. Sometimes my mind keeps thinking to do something but what I do is the inverse. It also happens when I'm in a bad mood. May be you don't understand why I'm writing this. It's just a part of my incomplete story. I have lost my courage to talk about it. I'm not so good on expressing my feeling on words. I'm sorry to confused you.

Some words aren't said not because you don't want to, but you don't know how.

These are some pictures taken on my trip to Taiwan. I'll write  about it later. Have a great day :)

picnic top - stradivarius jacket - romeo&juliet skirt - unbranded tights - picnic loafers - longchamp bag - h&m binny hat

Queen's head rock. It was raining that day

with my aunt. Guess how old is she!

Photographed by: Febrina Utami Putri and Melissa Hadi

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PEPLUM

I've been staring at this blank page for hours and I just don't know what to write. Things are too good to be true. I don't even know how to start. I've been watching old movies today and my favorite is Dear John. If I could sing, I would write a song inspired by that film. However, my life isn't as good as in the movies but some things happened too sweet and I just can't keep my face straight. Sometimes I keep smiling everyday like there's nothing to be afraid of. I have awesome people around me who are the reason why I smile. One word to describe my life now : HAPPY ! I have been writing almost the same thing on my posts lately. I just want to express my happiness. I want to thank God for everything. It's not that I don't have problems anymore. I do have problems, plenty of them. But I believe that there must be a way out if we see things from different sides. There aren't any problem bigger than God's power. Whatever your religion is, the most important thing is to surrender your life in Thy hands. Ask God what you need to do to solve your problems. No matter how hard it is, God will give you strength to fight it. Have a nice day!

H&M top - zara skirt - xsml necklace - mango bag - aldo wedges - daddy's watch - random bangles and rings

I've been wearing the same bag these days. I hope you don't get bored. I'm too lazy to move my stuff to another bag :P

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TWELVETH

First, I want to say Happy 12.12.12 ,people! It’s the last repetitive day until the 4^th century. I guess many babies are born today. It’s a special day though. I hope today will be a good day for me too. My wish for today is everything will turn out great. I usually don’t really pay attention on dates, but may be some of you do. So I just wish you the best (:

It’s almost Christmas! Do you feel the Christmas spirit I’m feeling right now ? It’s an annual feeling. I always get too excited for Christmas and New Year. I’m going to spend this Christmas with my big family and I’m just so happy. Even though I’m the only Christian in my family, we always celebrate Christmas and New Year together since I was a kid. This is why I love my family. They never force me to believe in what they believe in. It’s my own life and I am the one who decide my actions. They just teach me. I thank God for giving me the best family ever. No matter how crazy they are , they’re still your family. And God always give the best for you. Sometimes we can’t see how great is God’s gifts for us, but believe that everything is going to be okay. What are you going to do on Christmas? I hope you will have a great time. Have a great day!

zara top - COTTONCANDY blazer - zara pants - steve madden shoes - local store necklace - COTTONCANDY belt - COTTONCANDY clutch - random bangles and rings

Please forgive my tired face and panda eyes. I took these photos on my test weeks and I haven't got time to post them. I was still wearing braces here. I also haven't cut my bangs so, another bad hair day.

 

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SPARKLE

Finally my final test is over. It's time to take a rest from school's hectic schedule. After one and a half month full of test and assignments, I can sleep well and take a deep breath. No more panda eyes until holiday is over. And it's almost Christmas! Perfect timing to have a gathering with your family and friends. May be you didn't have much time to be spent together on school/work days. Or may be you can have some me time this holiday. I'm currently planning my holiday schedule and I'm so excited. I'm going to bake another cake or even going to spa. There are so many things I'd like to do this holiday and I'm afraid I don't have enough time. Have you planned about what are you going to do on this holiday? You'd better plan it soon, so you can use your time effectively :)

I've been thinking about my 2013 resolutions recently. I have learned so many things this year, and I will try not to make the same mistake, to be a better person in 2013. I want to share a bit about my life now. I've decided not to play basketball again, even that I'm free now. It's not that I don't enjoy playing anymore, but I guess I need to focus on my academic studies. I guess it's time to start thinking about my life after school seriously. I've been thinking about it for months but the thing is I haven't been doing any change after all. Truthfully, I'm a bit nervous and scared. We don't know what will happen next, right? And I have also decided to continue being a part of student council too. I know it isn't easy to manage my time perfectly, but I just don't feel right if I quit. I love to be a part of every event in my school. The most important thing is I'm happy to be me. As a human being I don't like it if someone push me to be someone else. It's me and I love it. I know I'm not perfect but I life in imperfect world and I love my imperfections. I know how to behave, I know my limits, and I'm aware. Don't you just hate it when you're forbidden to do this and that even when you are right, do you? I do.

In conclusion, my 2013 resolutions is to be me. People around me accept me for who I am. If I do something wrong, they will tell me without trying to make me someone else. I'm still me, but better. I can't turn back time, but if I can I won't. Because what had happened taught me so many lessons. I'm currently learning to be more mature, to see things in different way. Stop complaining and be happy! Let the sparks come out from yourself! So, what are your 2013 resolutions?

PICNIC top - COTTONCANDY skirt - louis vuitton bag - steve madden shoes - local store necklace - random bangles and rings - daddy's watch

No more braces! *yayy*

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BUTTERCUP

It has been a long time since I post this blogpost's teaser on instagram. I planned to post this on last Sunday but since I had got a lot of tests and assignments, I couldn't make it. It was so scary when I saw my schedule from now on until December. One thing I would like to do now is scream loudly. Too much pressure but I know God stands behind me, gives me strength, pushes me not to give up. And I'm not giving up. May be it's hard and tiring for now but one day I'm going to get a payback.

I haven't wrote many things about my personal life these days. I've been very busy for school so I just wrote the very first thing that came up in my mind, and it's school. Let me tell you a little bit about my story. I broke up with my bf few months ago. Then things happened and I finally realized that it's not the end of my story. It's the start point of my new life. People say that I'm happier and more friendly now. And I know, it's the real me, because I'm not afraid anymore. It's time to forgive and forget. I live my life and I feel relieved! Just an advice, may be things didn't go as same as your will but there must be something good behind it. Be grateful!

PICNIC top - skirt from singapore - karen&chloe shoes - COTTONCANDY clutch - local store necklace - random bangles and rings

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